Too much time apart again Making us so anxious My lover and my only friend Find the right way to say things
When you’re with me, You give me gold When you walk away, You give me thorns
Watching you walk away Makes me bleed Sitting in an empty home Writing something I hope you read
You hold your phone, I disappear Feeling like no one, you feel the liberty
I know I know
I see it when I look in your eyes The pain, the love, all your cries
You hide it all They don’t know the real you Only I know all I know the things that you do
Only I know all Let us fall You and me We have it all Let us fall
Hold me then, Hold me now, Hold me before, Hold me after
Can you love me like I’m dying? Can you do it like you’re trying?
People don’t help me Music does But you helped me And our music does
Too much time apart again Here comes the fighting Too much time apart again Here comes the fighting
______________________________________________________________________ You want me to let it go And start over But you do this whenever We get closer Make a mistake, Just say that you’re sorry Shoot me down When I start to worry
You push replay And cause more damage You say it every time, Just let it go Cutting deeper and deeper, You manage You do this on repeat, You stoop so low
My love, where are you? Two words, three words It’s not enough I wanna hear the whole story
I need to ask my many questions So look through all the sections Read through every line My feelings, I don’t wanna hide
For you to learn We need to rewind Please understand me, And look behind Behind you, I was always standing there So it’s time for you to own it And be fair
My love, where are you? Two words, three words It’s not enough I wanna hear the whole story
Step on me, And let them all hate me Be a free bird, But you know that I see You just want everybody on your side I guess it doesn’t matter If I live or die
Every time you have an epiphany You apologize, Say you’re here for me You tell me that I am your selection But then you disappear, I’m in isolation So silent, You give me no information
But you bring people into our mess You make it a revelation So you tell me You can’t deal with the stress I feel your hesitation
So silent, you give me no information Bringing people into our mess You make it a revelation You can’t deal with the stress
I feel the hostility You shut my mouth You are my remedy So hear me out
I want to be your top priority So I give you my life, marry me You need help, but you run to them You have a choice, you know you can
I can’t tell her that I miss her I can’t tell her when I’m crying I can’t tell her that I love her I can’t tell her that I need her I can’t tell her that I can’t sleep I can’t tell her that I can’t eat I can’t tell her when something bad Or good happens I can’t come home
Dear my best friend, my lover, my soulmate, my family
Sometimes I stare At the words you wrote And I can’t believe that it’s there No idea where you are, Where you go Listen to me, show me that you care
You said you will fight our fate You said that I came too late You said you will keep the door open But here I am, alone and frozen
You never talk to me Don’t know what to believe So I ask a million questions Look at me, see your reflection
Oh baby, my baby
Give me hope again Give me home again
You used to fight me back That means you cared You don’t fight me back So I guess you don’t care
Your attention Energy Time Effort Always going To someone else Someone else Someone else
I know that there were lists We said things we didn’t mean Trust was broken, But I know this What we had, what we have is real
My dreams wiped out Just as fast as the new day comes You say you are here for me And then I’m alone for months
Walking the dark streets of Brooklyn Wandering the dark streets of Prague I’m looking for you everywhere, hoping To see your face again, but you’re so far
I was crying and almost dead But you were on the other line You took them to your bed Showing everybody you are fine
Oh you crossed the line
I try to find the right words Somehow you don’t hear me Thinking If I can find better words But I just can’t find them
Maybe if I say them In a different order Does it matter If it’s longer or shorter You only hear them, I’m not getting through to you You say I come first, but it’s the opposite of What you do
We try to destroy it Yet we are indestructible We try to ignore it Yet our love is undeniable
I tell you I love you You show me you hate me You tell me you love me I see you go against me
You can drown Or you can love me
I tell you I love you You show me you hate me You tell me you love me I need this just me and you
You tell me you love me You show me you hate me
Where did the time go? Who took it from us? How could have I known You would strip the trust
Some people laugh When I say I believe in signs The signs are everywhere Under and above all the lines
Still I’m alone here lonely Talking to a wall Still it’s too hard to put me Above them all
Please take me home now How did we get here? Can’t say don’t know how It was always your fear
Please take me home now We are a family Maybe you don’t know how Please take care of me
This is our own mentality In our own crazy insanity We can find our sanity When we find solidarity
You tell me you love me You show me you hate me
Take me home You are my home
You never missed my birthday But you did this year You always stayed up till midnight Now I never hear from you
You said you would always be here
Now I know Now I know what pain is Now I know what regret is
I go to our places I go there for us
You don’t go there anymore You go to new places Meet new faces The places That we dreamed of Together, together
I see a lot of signs And sometimes I feel like I am seeing them for you
But sometimes the signal is weak And you cannot hear it
What if it’s all an illusion What is all this devotion Are these words even on the paper I’ll check back later
Many times We went to our favorite place But the time You couldn’t even look at my face You said it’s over And you ran out the door I ran after you But you were already gone
So now I say slap me Help me, make me bleed Maybe none of it is real Maybe my wounds Will never heal
If life is this painful I will have to end it soon
